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N: so in the end

close of a long day

went down

in the end went down

down the steep stair

let down the blind and down

right down

into the old rocker

mother rocker

where mother sat

all the years

all in black

best black

sat and rocked

rocked

till her end came

in the end came

off her head

they said

gone off her head

but harmless

no harm in her

dead one day

no

night

dead one night

in the rocker

in her best black

head fallen

and the rocker

rocking

rocking away

so in the end

close of a long day

went down

in the end went down

down the steep stair

let down the blind and down

right down

into the old rocker

those arms at last

and rocked

rocked with closed eyes

closing eyes

she so long all eyes

famished eyes

all sides

high and low

to and fro

at her window

to see

be seen

till in the end

close of a long day

to herself

whom else

time she stopped

let down the blind and stopped

time she went down

down the steep stair

time she went right down

was her own other

own other living soul

so in the end

close of a long day

went down

down the steep stair

let down the blind and down

right down

into the old rocker

and rocked

rocked

saying to herself

no

done with that

the rocker

those arms at last

saying to the rocker

rock her off

stop her eyes

fuck life

stop her eyes

rock her off

rock her off

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ROCKABY  by Samuel Beckett

Performed by Billie Whitlaw

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